Surprise!

When I started out in PR (Planet Romeo), it was for the sole purpose of getting to know about - the gay life. So to speak.
I got addicted. I logged in a lot more, curious about the different guys - especially after seeing 1 or 2 familiar faces every once in awhile. Also figured that, hey... There are quite a number of hot guys here.
But a familiar face, from church, came as a shock that I just confessed straight away that he was one reason I enjoyed going to church.
Eck.
Laid out all my cards just like that.
But to be honest, he is quite attractive. He reminds of Josh a lot. He resembles him, but is more better looking. And I hope he's not reading this, but if he does, I'd really like to go out with him.
I shared my photo. He was the first person who I shared my secret to. Somebody familiar, not some picture on PR, but somebody I see almost every time I go to church.
Whenever we'd pass by each other, he's just. Quiet. No hint of knowing me - and I to him.

So it came as a surprise, that today. I stepped out of my room, and saw him right there in our living room - with a bunch of other people, because of Church.

Damn.

My heart was racing. I was smiling most of the time because I couldn't believe how bizzare this all seems. But he's there. Again. No hint of knowing me - and I to him.

I came back to my room. Watched my show. Then blogged. Because I can't stop gushing over it.