And the many times after my First

I regretted my decision before. I hooked up without a third thought - I say third because I may have been hesitant at first. Like I said before, I was supposed to meet somebody through PR but then again, somebody else came along. I wanted to be done with it - the whole First Kiss, First Intimate moment. I've done it, and I regretted it. So much.

But I didn't stop there. After a few days, weeks perhaps. No, months - I discovered something that brought me waves of, hmm. Fun. I got an iPhone. And with an iPhone, what do you think gay people use 80% of their mobile time?

Grindr. Scruff. PR (mobile haha!) and so many other hook-up/get-to-know other gay apps.

And with this, my mind exploded (so did all the other stuff down there). With my own place (well, technically I'm sharing with my friends - who most of the time aren't around), and with the app - it's like, yea you know what I mean.

I've done my first fuck.
I got sucked in public.
Flirted, got kinky at my own place with some neighbors.

I'd love to tell you more. But I'm tired. I have around 2 years to fill-in as the gap of my gay life.