Joshua 5

Side comment...
I HAVE NO IDEA how to to comment back. Thanks for commenting guys! I'm assuming you're all guys of course. HAHA.

So anyway.
Another Joshua blog.

JOSH. Fudge. Are you reading this? Because for some reason, you're getting a little bit close.

This is the THIRD time you tried to ask me out, to accompany you.
Sure, for the purpose of having someone with in the journey around Makati or Ortigas. But even I don't call just to ask if a friend of mine's available. I usually send random texts to my closest friends. You make it more personal. I'm not used to it.
It's the first time somebody asks me out on the phone. I know, I may be reading over this too much, but just think about it.
Out of nowhere, he calls. Asking me if I'm free next week. Asking me if I can come with him. And I expect only him.
Whenever he does. I usually say, I have an interview. Which I really do. Or, that we can bring other friends along. Maybe he just wants it to be us.
Maybe I'm the closest he has to someone who can hang around with here in Manila. I mean, he's not from NCR. He comes all the way from Bicol. So maybe I am a link to the heart of the country.
But I like the thought of Josh, slowly, introducing himself as liking me eventually. One day, he'd just say it. He won't need to hear me say out loud that I'm bi or whatever. He just takes the risk and tells me he likes me.
I'm taller than him. But he's really cute. He looks like Gerald Anderson at 5'7. That cute boy next door type. With a personality that's so magnetic.
Maybe we're just friends. He's straight I believe.
Although it's weird. He's never had a girlfriend. Or maybe he has, I never asked. But he never speaks aloud about women. Of the girls he likes. He tried courting someone, who eventually turned him down. But that's it. No one else.
I think he's hiding something. I just wish. That if he really is reading this. He'd know what to say.
I'm not sure if I want to accompany him though.
I have no reason to go to Makati. Unless a company calls me to go there.
It's nice to hear from him.

He's the only guy who calls me. The most to call me. And I don't think we're even super close. It comes out of nowhere. Friends call me because we had a conversation prior through text. Is he really just this comfortable on the phone?
He's the only guy who texts me, for over more than 10 messages. I mean. Saying "okipoki" would usually signal - end of conversation. Or a, HAHA. But no, he always finds something to say. I mean... WHAT will you reply to a - :) ??? I can't think of any. I won't reply anymore. But he does. And he asks even more questions. Sometimes, no questions at all. But just a reply.

Immortal text. Is it free text? I thought it just had no expiry? That's his line for Globe. But regardless. Regardless. My closest friends don't text me that long. Or call me for no reason. I may be reading too much into this. But I'm hoping that what I'm reading is actually true.